tough work ... what am i actually working for .. .

It has been > 4 months since i started my new job ..

honestly, it has been tough, being told to read documentation when you have an issue or a problem, ... it is sooooooooooooooooooo frustrating !

somehow, i feel work is getting tougher .. old age perhaps?.. can't teach an old dog a new trick... hmm.. i wonder

many times at night i keep asking myself, what am i working for, would i be satisifed if i earn a lot of money, should I slog it out for the next few years? Or should i find a way to start a small business and get the satisfaction of having your own business, may not earn a lot but well, more flexibility...

*Sigh* .... then again, life is about making choices ...